This is a variation on the 25 random things you always see on Facebook. I thought it would be cool to do a completely random thing and come up with a new 25 things… post.   These are in no particular order, just how I thought of them.

1. The dark
2. Snakes
3. Heights
4. Drowning
5. Deep water
6. Being alone for another holiday season
7. Rejection
8. Being stuck in a life I don’t want
9. Hell
10. Dieing and not having anyone at my funeral
11. Being eaten alive
12. Finding out everything I know is a lie
13. Planning a party and no one showing up (this actually happened once)
14. Having my birthday forgotten (also happened once)
15. Running out of gas in the middle of no where
16. Finding myself homeless
17. Losing someone’s respect
18. Making a bad first impression
19. Failing at life
20. Living the movie Open Water (but I’m still a certified open water diver)
21. Flying
22. Dieing of a Heart Attack before I’m 30
23. Not getting to see all that I want to see of this world
24. Still living at home when I’m 30
25. Losing my job

There are 25 honest things that scare me or cause me to pause in my day, and lead me towards certain decisions and away from others.